See that face? That’s the face of “I finally feel like I have the beginnings of getting my shit together” face.
It’s been since the end of last semester that I felt like I had a real drive to do anything. I’ve done stuff, but not because I wanted to. Rather that it was on my never ending list of stuff to do.
I’m not quite on top of my game yet, but the past few days gave me a good view of what could be in store for me. To have these opportunities finally open up to me, that if I stopped now, would be the biggest insult to what I have worked for all these years.
I would love to drop all responsiblity and just watch everything in my Netflix queue, truly. But I can’t do that and expect my life to get better by being lazy.
So next few days, weeks, and months aren’t going to be easy, but it would be rather silly of me to expect any less.